I am just so damn sick of money problems. Or rather, money problems that *should not be*!
I made a payment on my credit card back on the 14th or so for $80. At the time, we had over $1000 in our account. I just looked at the bank statement and they’ve charged us today a $30 NSF fee for that payment (it says specifically that it’s for that payment). WTH? Our account was also not in the negative *until* they charged us that NSF fee.
I’m just so tired of worrying about money and it’s not going to get better anytime soon. I’m barely able to work the minimum 72 hours every pay period that I need to work to keep my health insurance. With all these doctor bills and tests and so on that I’ve begun accumulating again, we are going to be totally screwed financially. My health insurance is pretty good, but there’s still co-pays and what not.
I just *don’t need this*. My blood pressure is already way high even when I’m relaxed and not stressed.
Maybe I shouldn’t have gone off the Zoloft again. But I ran out and didn’t feel like ordering more (don’t ask why, I have no idea). I’ve been extremely pissed off and hostile ever since I went off them completely two weeks ago. Which, if I have Cushing’s Syndrome, isn’t surprising. The Zoloft must have just been suppressing it (is that a good thing or a bad thing? when drugs mask other symptoms, how do you know you have them then?).
Sorry for all my rantings and whinings lately. See what you get when I start posting more? No, seriously though, it’s good for me to get these thoughts out of my head. I think.