waiting

Still haven’t heard anything. Finally gave in and tried to call a bit ago but he had gone home for the day. I’ll try again tomorrow morning I guess, if I don’t hear from them first tomorrow. The more time goes by, the less confidence I have that I’ll get the job. Maybe they already filled it and just didn’t tell me like they were supposed to. On the other hand, maybe they’re still interviewing. ARG!

I am depressed and anxious and impatient.

I guess I actually need to wake up earlier tomorrow. Lately I’ve been going to bed about 4:30 am and sleeping till 1:30 pm. Maybe I’ll call at 11:30 or something. Hopefully they’ll call me first and tell me I got the job. I’m beginning to think not though.