I’m tired and not feeling well today. I think it’s from allergies. My allergies have been worse since getting Akasha. I wish I could afford my Zyrtec again instead of taking that over-the-counter Claritin-D which really doesn’t do a whole lot. I think it really sucks that my insurance company adds $250 to my already $500 yearly prescription deductible because I have allergies. I think it also really sucks that I met the deductible last December. I had a whole month of cheaper prescriptions, and they didn’t even cover my allergy pills. What also sucks is the fact that I spent over $750 in prescriptions last year. That’s just ridiculous. That was for three medications: Zyrtec and Flonase for allergies (Flonase for about 6 months of that year), and my birth control pills. I told Joe we need to get married ASAP just so I can get on his insurance.
In work news: I’m really starting to plain hate working there. The job, the customers, the co-workers, the managers. Everything. Yesterday I worked with Jen and Allison, two of my favorite people to work with. Except they pretty much didn’t talk to me at all. They talked to each other though. Also, every so often I would just stand at the register for a little bit. We don’t get breaks so I don’t have a chance to sit down at all in the 5 and a half hours I work. My hip was killing me yesterday because it was rainy and there was no way I could walk around constantly for over 5 hours. Well, about four I look at the tablet that has our to-do list on it and Jen has added “be sure to be out there helping customers. absolutely no standing around!”. That really pissed me off. One because she wrote it instead of telling it to me and another because she knows I have problems with my hip and am often in pain while at work. I also felt sort of betrayed. Jen was the one I was closest to there at work. We spent several nights at work just talking to each other. She’s the one who was going to ask about that job at her work. And I was also annoyed because she had just spent the past half hour talking to her friend that stopped by and didn’t do any work during that time. Aside from my hip problem, I don’t like to pester the customers. I hate when clerks constantly ask me if I need help so why would I want to do it to someone else? If they need something, they’ll ask me.
It’s just so frustrating because no one there seems to care a damn about my hip problem. I also feel like they think I’m a bad worker or something. I do the best I can. If they tell me to do something, I do it. The only time I stand around resting is if there’s nothing specific to do. They also (except for Denise) don’t seem to care when I get screwed over by the schedule (scheduled for days I requested off or not enough hours). Our store meeting is next Sunday. I’m anxious to hear what all Denise has to say to the manager.
I just dread going into work lately. I dread seeing the new schedule each week. I especially dread being in pain.
My physical therapy evaluation is this Wednesday at 2 at least. Hopefully my hip will get better soon but I know that will only fix some of the problems at work. There were no jobs to apply for in the paper this past week. Still hoping the plumbing company will call about that position. The more time goes by, the less hopeful I am though.