You are in a state of constant expectation … and want interesting and exciting things to
happen to you. But in fact you are a “Walter Mitty” at times….a dreamer – over imaginative
and often given to fantasy or day-dreaming. There is nothing wrong in “dreaming”… how
boring life would be if one just followed the doctrines of everyday life – but one must not
continue leading a life of continuous fantasy – you need to face reality in spite of all its
Being a likeable person .. you get in well with neighbours and friends. You don’t need
anything to “Rock your boat”. You want to “love” and to be loved”.
The present situation, not of your making, is forcing you to compromise. You will have to hold
back and forgo some of your hopes, dreams and aspirations…
You are holding back. You need to find friends in whom you can trust and once they have
proved themselves beyond all possible doubt you will be prepared to give them your all … The
existing situation is not of your liking. You have an unsatisfied need for mental stimulation
with others whose standards are as high as your own. Trying to control your instincts the
way you do restricts your ability to open up to others … and the way you feel at this time is
suggestive of “total surrender”. This is not to your liking as you consider such thoughts as
weaknesses that need to be overcome; You feel that only by control, controlling your
innermost thoughts, are you able can you maintain your air of superiority. You want to be
admired for yourself alone and not for what you can do or for what you may have done. In
essence “you need to be needed” … and at the same time… ..”you need to need”.
You are greatly impressed by individuality and have interest in people who have outstanding
qualities. You try to imitate those people that you admire and their characteristics, hoping
that you will be able to display similar qualities in your own personality.