This weekend I sent out

This weekend I sent out my transcript request to RIT and HACC to send them to CU Denver. So everything is taken care of for my application to there. I just need to wait now for them to reply. That’s the hardest part. I have excellant grades so I see no reason why I wouldn’t get in, but still I’m nervous. I’m also nervous about moving out there and finding an apartment and job.
You would think I’d be happier about all this. But I alternate between being excited, overwhelmed, sad, and anxious. I’ll be moving to a very pretty state, away from new york and washington. But I’ll be leaving my family behind here. I’m going to miss them a lot. I’ll be doing a major that I’ve been wanting to do for awhile, but I’m also afraid I won’t like it or won’t succeed at it. I’ll be living near Krissy but I’m afraid she’ll end up not liking me as everyone else seems to.